Faith is the driving force in my life, and I give God all of the glory for the good and the bad moments that I've experienced. There have been tough times, but from those moments came great joy that I would not trade. I believe that God only gives us what we can handle, and you cannot experience life's blessings without bearing the pain.
My life changed on January 31, 2018, when my husband went to the hospital and never came home. We had celebrated 36 years of marriage and had three sons together. He visited the doctor because of swollen feet and was transferred to the hospital after complications from a procedure. When the hospital called, I instinctively knew what had happened. I was devastated, shaking, and in turmoil when they told me that my husband had died. My world felt like it was slowly upending out of my control. I didn't know what to do and couldn't recover my equilibrium. It was my faith that supported me and helped me make the necessary decisions. Even though I struggled, I knew that God would give me only what I could handle, so I kept putting one foot in front of the other. I spent hours making phone calls to get answers, learn the truth behind my husband's passing, and return some sense of normalcy to my life.